28.7.11

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imma be 22 this OCTOBER gross. ;[ [picture via instagram, thanks @_shootingstar_] ;]

rammmmmble.

ive had a hard month, details not included, but its so hard, ya know being grown, paying bills, not living with your PARENTS like half you lames, and actually having a nice apartment, im very picky on how i want my apartment to look, i guess thats why i pay 1025, for a 2 bedroom, one room ive been in about 10 times since march. i have all the money i need for bills, but in the words of my fav man "im living the life style i cant afford" or "i got a problem with spending before i get it" hahaha i am progressing in the stuff i am getting for my house and stuff like that but i am very impatient and i want everything [including my rolls royce] NOW! lol uh the struggle lmao. ne ways back on my bad month, ive been very emo, haha but i see life in a very diff. way and its so hard for me to comprehend how your supposed to become successful the only way i see that happening is if someone does it for me, because i dont know how, and books are not helping, i want to start a family, [ like now ] but wont because i need to be ready money wise, like have TONS of it so my ONE child can have everything it needs, when it needs it, i wanna live more than just comfortably, i wanna have it all. well me rambling is basically pointless no one reads my blog ne ways. bah. bye.

80s day 2008



in high school, on the lunch room tables, doing what we want, running shit, as usual. ;] love it.

i dont post enough.

i need too. lol

i love her. my cousin ;]



even tho i never see her, and we dont ever talk ;/ lol oh well.