rammmmmble.

ive had a hard month, details not included, but its so hard, ya know being grown, paying bills, not living with your PARENTS like half you lames, and actually having a nice apartment, im very picky on how i want my apartment to look, i guess thats why i pay 1025, for a 2 bedroom, one room ive been in about 10 times since march. i have all the money i need for bills, but in the words of my fav man "im living the life style i cant afford" or "i got a problem with spending before i get it" hahaha i am progressing in the stuff i am getting for my house and stuff like that but i am very impatient and i want everything [including my rolls royce] NOW! lol uh the struggle lmao. ne ways back on my bad month, ive been very emo, haha but i see life in a very diff. way and its so hard for me to comprehend how your supposed to become successful the only way i see that happening is if someone does it for me, because i dont know how, and books are not helping, i want to start a family, [ like now ] but wont because i need to be ready money wise, like have TONS of it so my ONE child can have everything it needs, when it needs it, i wanna live more than just comfortably, i wanna have it all. well me rambling is basically pointless no one reads my blog ne ways. bah. bye.